As a teenager I had a dream. I wanted to become a cultural anthropologist. I wanted to study native populations, especially in Middle and South America. I wanted to understand religion and see it’s true influence on people’s lives. I wanted to study the Bible, Koran, Torah and Upanishads, and tell the world about their similarities. Tell them wars are unnecessary, as we all want the same thing. Peace and a safe future for our (grand-)children.
It wasn’t meant to be. My mother called me a dreamer and told me to study economics. I did and lived the most boring years of my life. My mother turned out to be right on this one thing. I am a dreamer, but also a creator. With my economic studies, I should have ended up like all my schoolmates: working at a bank, insurance company or government. I didn’t. I started working for the police. I created a completely new job: Financial Crime Analyst. Later I worked for Doctors without Borders and received a culture shock, visiting Lebanon and Afghanistan. I was one of the last visitors of Baalbek and was witness of the Taliban in action (1999).
I made the best of my life, even when it collapsed after I got married. I completely changed my life, became an energetic therapist and Yoga teacher. I got children and left my home country as homeschooling is illegal in the Netherlands and I didn’t want to end up in jail. My dream seemed totally forgotten…
But in between being a mother, home school teacher, swim instructor, and adventurer with my children, I was still very much interested in the world around me and its true history. I devoured books about the Templars, Rennes-le-Chateau and early Christianity. I followed their footsteps by living in Rennes-le-Chateau and meeting the strangest of people. I became author by writing about it. And so my dream slipped unnoticed back into my life, taking me by the hand and keeping the adventurer alive.
When years later Janet came into my life (2018), we had discussions about Q until deep into the night. When she worked on the first series of The Fall of the Cabal, I studied the Q map, getting intrigued with the depopulation agenda being exposed so clearly. We all know where that lead to… 28 parts of the Sequel saw the day of light!
This last months I have been re-evaluating my life. My daughter asked me this morning what it is I want to do with the rest of my life. At first I had no straight answer for her. Maybe travel around? See something of the things I always wanted to see? But then it came to me!
I don’t want to do anything else than I’m doing right now! I do exactly what I always wanted to do. Maybe not in the way I pictured myself doing it, (in the jungle of Peru), but I’m digging into the most important topics for humanity. How did humanity get where it is today? How did the Cabal get so much power? What forces are behind it? What can we do to reclaim our power?
It’s the best work ever! And I even have a platform to bring it into the world…
And yes, I never figured it would be dangerous to bring this work into the world. To be seen by my government as ‘terrorist’ for questioning the covid-narrative. To having the police at our doorstep every other weeks to ask us what our plans are… To leave the Netherlands again overnight and travel throughout ‘Europe in lock-down’ to be able to work in peace. To having to change places every 3 months, making sure to leave no trail, no traces. To leave my phone behind and call with ‘burners’, like a criminal… When will this stop? When will I be safe? Will I ever be? And does that even matter?
I do what I have always felt I wanted to do. I live an adventurous life, with the children I love. I meet interesting people, even when it’s only online. I learn life’s lessons, I’m free and independent. I feel blessed, even though the road has been a very rocky one.
I’m able to mentor my children towards adulthood in my own personal way. Seeing them grow into self-conscious, empathic human beings, following their own passions in life. My goal of homeschooling them has been reached. I will write about that some other time.
My goal for the coming year(s) is to finish the Conclusion of the Fall of the Cabal. After that I want to write about new educational systems that will prepare children, not for society as it is, but for reaching their potential. Learning communication skills, learning to be emphatic, learning about handling emotions and thoughts.
And also this, as simple as it seems, is a dangerous activity these days. It will endanger the forces of society that want to keep us submissive and enslaved. And so, writing about my dreams is a dangerous task. Who would have thought?
For now, I’m really happy with this platform. It allows me to bring my message into the world. To unravel true humans history. I’m proud to be here and grateful that you are open to hearing me!
With love, as always, Cyntha
What beautiful and authentic words. I have loved the Fall of Cabal series since the moment it hooked me in back in 2020. You and Janet were the keys to my awakening with your amazing series. What a gift to humanity your research has been. There aren't enough words to thank you for what you have done to help so many awaken. Even though I didn't know you or Janet personally, her death absolutely broke my heart. I pray her soul has found peace. And I pray for peace and safety for you and your children.