Terribilis est locus iste

'This is a terrible place'

These are the first words you see, when you want to enter the church in Rennes-le-Chateau. While the view from the small village in the south of France, is the most spectacular I’ve ever seen, the church is filled with mysteries and demonic signs.

When you have enough courage to enter, you are welcomed by a statue of Asmodeus, the most terrible of demons…. Why???

I was intrigued by the mysteries of Rennes-le-Chateau and I lived there in the winter of 2012-2013 with my family. I witnessed the perfect lining of the sun at 21-12-12. For weeks I studied the sun rise on the side of the Bugarach, another mystery mountain in the middle of the Cathar area. Exactly on the day the Mayas said this era would end, the first rays of the sun appeared from the top of the (up-side-down) ancient vulcano and shone straight into the tower of Rennes-le-Chateau. I felt like I discovered one of its biggest mysteries…

How could this be a terrible place? The months we lived here, were filled with the joy of discovering ancient caves, medieval castles and spiritual places. It felt like heaven to me…

This region, filled with history, with magic, with culture, held a truth I was unable to grasp. I was too busy with discovering these ancient sites, absorping its energies and making endless hikes through the unspoiled nature…

I was in love, and still am, with this amazing place on earth. One day I will return to enjoy it all again. But this time from a different perspective. I’ve learned so much the last decade, I can’t close my eyes anymore for ‘the other truths’ out there.

My life has shown me that this planet can be a marvelous place, but also a terrible place. I’ve shown my children the marvelous side of it, while my own childhood was filled with sexual and mental abuse. I didn’t want to allow it back into my life anymore. I enjoyed another childhood, while raising and educating my children myself. I re-wrote my childhood this way. Good for me!

But I failed. For 5 years, hell returned. I had to re-live all my memories. I had to deal with them and fortunately found a way to do that. I wrote it all down in my book, so I won’t bother you with it. You can find my book here, if you wish to know.

Now I feel I am closing the circle. I did my home work. And new knowledge is sipping in. Knowledge about life, good and evil. While preparing the script for part 4 of the Conclusion, I have to dive into the backgrounds of Satanism. I’m working my way throught the endless pages of Theosofists, Occultists and Masons. I learn a lot. And I’m beginning to understand.

‘Terribilis est locus iste’

How little did I know. How hard it is to give the right words to the knowlegde. It’s a process of itself.

My point is, that this life offers you opportunities to experience ALL sides of life. It offers you time and resources to deal with it and being able to make new choices. On whatever scale, big or small. All that is needed is your awareness, your dedication to yourself.

You are never ‘only a victim’. You have to learn and see, open your eyes, let the uncomfortable truth into your life.

It may be easier to comprehend when looking to the outside world: The European Commision wants to use the savings of its citizens to finance more war. Interesting, isn’t it?

This is something so huge, so unfair, that nobody really seem to comprehend what this means for their daily life. The EC does understand and they by-passed the European Parliament in this matter. Democracy has been completely put aside. A referendum would have been the least they could have done, but they chose for dictatorship.

Further-on they spread flyers door-to-door about preparedness for war, they want more soldiers (not the immigrants, but your children!) and even more money. Why? Is there an immediate threat? No, not at all!

So they take your savings, increase taxes, take your children as soldiers and start a new world war. Not for your safety but for their own interests. For THEIR safety, for THEIR power and control over you. And you? What do you against this injustice?

Until now you sit and wait. And when the war comes, you will compain, be afraid, feel dispair when your child is being send off to war.

Is that how you want to be? This is your choice up till now.

Yes, this is a terrible place. When you let it happen. When you bow and dispair. When you allow the evil to rule you. Then you are living in hell, hoping for a better afterlife.

This is my gift to you. Think about it. How you want to be. How you want to live. This is your life. Use it well.

With love and compassion, Cyntha