The longing to belong
with a free gift at the end...
Someone dear to me wrote me an email this week. Even though we never met, I take her words very serious. She is someone who stays silent, until she really thinks it’s necessary to speak up. So if she reaches out, I listen and let it sink in.
She wrote me that I’m on the wrong path. That I’m back in the fighting phase again, in shaking you guys awake. She urged me to return to my deepest self and find God/Jesus/ Divinity there and let that rule and guide my life. She urged me to return to the positive path instead of dwelling in the swamp.
She is correct. I never wanted to stay in this swamp for so long. It’s my deepest desire to build a new world. Not on the ashes of an old world, but parrallel to it. In my dream everyone is free to choose their destiny, whether that is living in freedom or not. My role is to inform you, to make it easier for you to make that decision. I want to finish the Conclusion, so I can start the work that really matters to me.
But I haven’t arrived at that point yet. The Conclusion is far from being finished and I lost my focus. I’m diving again in al those rabbit holes, which makes me upset. Me being upset, changes me into the warrior. And there you have it. Back on square one…
I decided to open myself up to the advice of this special lady and see what would come my way.